Psychologist

So I called and changed my surgery date to April 27th! which I am beyond excited about!! since I had my appointment with the surgeon I feel even worse about trying to eat properly- I am trying to make sure I watch what I eat so that I dont gain any more weight but it is now that I know I am addicted to food. I just pray it gets easier for me after the surgery to actually say no to the foods that are just soooo yummy!!!
I had my appointment yeasterday with the Psychologist- This appt was such a Joke! Seriously I walked in and filled out about 6 pages of questions. The Dr called me back I sat down she asked me maybe about 10 questions and then said "okay I will submit this to the surgeon" In my head I was like " ummmmmmmm" this person is probably going to get paid good money for this little 2 second conversation!! I dont understand why I had to leave work go to this place when all the questions she asked me she could have done over the phone, or even the surgeon could have asked me.. Oh well its over and done with and now on to the next stage in the process.

Indecisive

I have to say I can never make up my mind.. it takes me several times to go through situations to decide on what the outcome will be! I scheduled my surgery for June 8th which is 3 weeks prior to be going on my trip to TN. I dont know if this is the best decision! I mean what if my healing isnt as simple as they say it will be and what if I get some kind of infection- I cant cancel my trip!!! and i dont wanna be on my trip and feel so restricted on what I can eat! Of course I will eat right but to only be able to consume liquids or pureed foods may be a bit too much for me, and I wont be able to lift anything, which makes things  a bit harder!!! I think i am going to call and bug the surgeons office again today and request to change this appointment! Lets see what date I get now for the surgery!!!

Surgery

 I have officially scheduled my surgery!!! it is set for June 8,2012! I am beyond excited! but too bad it has to be so far away! I had to put my family needs before my own on this one, I was able to schedule the surgery for April 16th, however the doctor only allows 4 weeks off work, and the kids will be out of school in June, and I had planned a trip the 1st week of July, so I decided to change my date to do the surgery in June.

One thing on my mind right at the moment would be my hubby's reaction throughout this process. I wish that my husband was as happy for me as I am for myself! although he supports my surgery he is not as excited as I would like. I had my appointment and he has yet to ask me how it went. Booo..

The great thing is I have a HUGE support system through my friends that follow up with me and always ask how the process is going! they wait by the phone waiting for me to text them after my appointments, so I guess I can say that the excitment that I am missing from my husband I am totally getting from my bestest friends!

I cant wait for this surgery and will be counting down the days until it arrives!!!